Often I see it coming when Mistress locks me in chastity. When the dynamic is not fully there and I am not that quick on my feed to serve Mistress she corrects me by locking me up. This time it came out of the middle of nowhere “lock yourself boy”. A few minutes later my trustful bon4 metal was in its place. The first weeks not a lot happened we where both busy and we traveled. No teasing from Mistress, no punishment just me slowly building up the tension in my cage.
Most of my locked up period are around a month and I of course couldn’t resist to send Mistress a little tweet as a reminder as she was in London at that time: Mistress wasn’t impressed by it. When she came back to me she made it clear that I was in for long ride. She talked about it before that she really wants me to lock up for a long period 6 months or more till I was fully broken. When she says these things it is crazy what is going on in my head my kink persona is getting aroused and what nothing else. But my ego knows better, knows how difficult chastity is. The lack of sleeping, the constant focus on being horny, the deep submission I feel for Mistress that guides all my decisions at home and at work.
In the next days I was accepting my faith, I got the Kink3D viper for flying as we go on a holiday soon. The Viper is a 3d printed chastity device, but it uses nylon for printing so it is basically unbreakable. It is expensive but I already broke 2 cheaper devices, so it is worth the investment.
After a busy week, we didn’t plan anything on Saturday. It started very relaxed, Mistress stayed in bed for most of the morning. We where both just having a slow day. In the afternoon, Mistress said get the massage bed and give me a massage. I smiled it is nice to touch Mistress body and specially when you are locked for so long, I really get pleasure from that. After a long massage Mistress wanted me to shave her most holy places again a special treat for the locked up boy.
But it didn’t ended there when we where done, Mistress summoned the queening chair. That is the best thing I ever both for Mistress but of course more for me. My head is fully locked in and Mistress can control me with an inflatable cushion. That can be very extreme as there is no way of breathing I am just fully pressed into Mistress. My little heaven till I struggle for air.
This time it was different, Mistress released me from chastity, I laid down under her close to her holy shrine. I know better not to lick or touch her without permission and I just inhaled her divine sent. Mistress put my favorite nipple clamps on and couldn’t be more aroused. She touched my cock and it was like a tesla coil in need for Mistress. I knew I wasn’t going to last long so I warned Mistress.
I learned my lesson in the past all this pleasure doesn’t mean an orgasm, just one word of Mistress and it is over or ruined and back in chastity. But she was kind moved her body so my tongue was just under her ass. She said lick and I happily complied. It is one my biggest kinks and Mistress only give it to me as a reward. She start stroking me quicker and the 40 days released in a full amazing orgasms. It really is a special treat as Mistress often ruined it or smack my balls at the last moment, but this was just heaven. A reminder that Mistress completely owns my pain but also my pleasure, no other woman can bring me there.
The rest of the day we relaxed and I was just feeling happy that I have such an amazing Mistress wife. On Monday I had my sub drop, I was missing the feeling of the constant grip of the chastity device. I was wondering what if Mistress would lock me up for long, could I deal with it. The longest was 100 days, she did that 2 time and both times I struggled like crazy. Do you also have this struggle graving to go deeper in our kinks but also being afraid of the reality of it? It is close to locktober I am sure soon I am back at Mistress her feet with my collar, locked cock and her caning marks on my body. In the end of the day I am hers and she decides my faith in life.