One month locked and counting

As always Mistress locks me in chastity when she goes on her travels. Chastity is not a fetish of mine but it makes Mistress happy and seeing Mistress happy is my biggest fetish.

I prefer using my cb6000 because it is the most comfortable during the night for me. But Mistress had told me before that she wanted me locked in the holy trainer. That is the only device I can wear without a problem at security when I fly.

The holy trainer safely in its place but that wasn’t enough for Mistress. She wanted me to go for a run every morning and send her the proof. I don’t like to run but I do whatever Mistress wants.

The first 2 weeks was just fine, I was really busy at work and lots of stuff on my head that the chastity wasn’t that big of a problem. In the 3rd week I was going to see Mistress for a few days. Just knowing that I would soon be with her made me hard most of the day and I was struggling with my chastity.

Being with Mistress and seeing her wearing my keys with pride is such a beautiful feeling. Our trip to Villa Dracone was amazing and enjoyed serving Mistress. I was graving for a good whipping and Mistress told me she was going to test me. At the end we had such a great time with Mistress Dada that Mistress only gave me a very small whipping. But it was enough to relax me.

Unfortunately our trip was only for 2 days and I flew back to Holland and Mistress to London to continue her European tour. Now we are a week later and I am struggling a lot the last few days. I am always semi hard and sleeping is impossible now. I am so tired so horny and Mistress is so far away. Nothing I can do then suffer for my Mistress knowing that she is proud of me.

Club Black Whip 06-2018

I was honored to be the official photographer of Club Black Whip again. It always is an amazing night a real celebration of female dominance.
A little teaser of the picture the full set is at the CBW site.

The slave positions

Almost 3 years ago Mistress Ezada introduced Mistress to the slave positions. I immediately liked it. It was fun to practice the positions with Mistress. Of course I made lot of mistakes and Mistress never hesitated to correct me with her whip.

Now I am so used of Mistress using the hand signals to instruct me. At any moment she can give me the sign for waiting position or to present my collar. It is a great way of stopping the vanilla world and focus completely on my Mistress. Not using words makes it more intimate, more special, it eliminate the option to disobey her completely.

Mistress always use hand signals when we are playing in a club. It is like our very own secret language that remotely controls me, it always make me feel very special, like a puppet on a string.
If you want to see Madame Caramel I suggest you learn the slave positions. She will like it that you take the effort to learn her way and you will be part of the secret society that knows the positions.


Full clip at clips4sale

International Women’s day 2018

I am not a big fan of special days for a subject. I don’t like valentines day because I love my Mistress every day a little bit more and don’t need a special day to remind me of my love. It would be great if we didn’t need a special day for Women but unfortunately it is still needed for most of us. We still live in a white male society, woman and people of color are still a minority as our decision makers. I we look at our government most of them are privileged white males. We see a shift because of populism but I don’t think that anybody sees that as a good thing.

Do I believe in a matriarchal society? No, not for everybody. I would work for me, I love my female led relationship. It makes a relationship so much easier. I don’t like making small decisions, I don’t like discussions, I don’t like conflict with my partner. Mistress makes the daily decisions, we don’t have discussions Mistress is always right, a conflict is over when the whipping starts. This doesn’t mean that Mistress doesn’t respect my opinion. I feel listened to, loved and respected, how many people can say that?

Still I understand that people are different and that different forms of relationships are equal to mine, even traditional male dominated relations.
That should be the goal of this day. Every individual should think for themselves, do I give the women in my life an equal chance? If you are in the position to act, do you act on gender or merit? I am very guilty in this area, because I always go for the female option. I don’t feel comfortable with most males and let that guide me in my friendships and business.

Lets make a step to true democracy and that starts with making sure that our representatives in government and business are a reflection of the real society.

Kinklime your kinky start of the weekend

Every Friday Goddess Asha hosts KinkLime. Kinklime is the way to kick of your weekend. There are always at least 4 Mistresses ready to dominate you. All sessions are halve price, so if you are into double sessions this is the perfect opportunity. If you are into serving beautiful Ladies there is always a spot for a maid or butler to make sure the Ladies always have a drink and somebody at there beck and call.

I was invited to photograph and film last Friday. If you are a London based Mistress and want pictures like this, please contact me. (only with permission of Mistress)