77 days locked

On May 25th Mistress ordered me to be locked. As written in my previous blog I am used to be locked when Mistress travels. But this is the longest I ever been locked for my Mistress. The record was 48 days and we are now at day 77. I spent all that time except for 2 weekends without Mistress.

Not only does she keeps me chaste she also makes me work out and diet. I now run every weekday for 50 minutes. It is very difficult and I have to run very slow to keep going but I can now do it with two small breaks. The result of Mistress her work is very visible I now lost 7kg.

The chastity never becomes easy. I still wake up every night in pain I haven’t had a good night sleep for the last 3 months. I am so tired and have to keep myself together not to snap at work. At the beginning I felt very submissive to Mistress and connected but that is gone.

At the moment I don’t feel submissive at all, I found my routine, waking up early, run, work being to tried to do anything in the evening. I need all my energy just to make it trough the day. Mistress didn’t sent me to an other Mistress this time. I like the pain play but it also makes me miss Mistress a good whipping resets the mind.

Mistress is now finally returning on Sunday. My current project at work is in a critical phase so I couldn’t go to London to meet her. But on Thursday we will be united again. I have to say I look forward to it but I am also scarred, will she release me or will she just tease me till I completely crack? I don’t mind loosing it, but I am scarred that Mistress will not forgive me when I do.

One month locked and counting

As always Mistress locks me in chastity when she goes on her travels. Chastity is not a fetish of mine but it makes Mistress happy and seeing Mistress happy is my biggest fetish.

I prefer using my cb6000 because it is the most comfortable during the night for me. But Mistress had told me before that she wanted me locked in the holy trainer. That is the only device I can wear without a problem at security when I fly.

The holy trainer safely in its place but that wasn’t enough for Mistress. She wanted me to go for a run every morning and send her the proof. I don’t like to run but I do whatever Mistress wants.

The first 2 weeks was just fine, I was really busy at work and lots of stuff on my head that the chastity wasn’t that big of a problem. In the 3rd week I was going to see Mistress for a few days. Just knowing that I would soon be with her made me hard most of the day and I was struggling with my chastity.

Being with Mistress and seeing her wearing my keys with pride is such a beautiful feeling. Our trip to Villa Dracone was amazing and enjoyed serving Mistress. I was graving for a good whipping and Mistress told me she was going to test me. At the end we had such a great time with Mistress Dada that Mistress only gave me a very small whipping. But it was enough to relax me.

Unfortunately our trip was only for 2 days and I flew back to Holland and Mistress to London to continue her European tour. Now we are a week later and I am struggling a lot the last few days. I am always semi hard and sleeping is impossible now. I am so tired so horny and Mistress is so far away. Nothing I can do then suffer for my Mistress knowing that she is proud of me.

MC Kalida

When I came home to Mistress last week she wasn’t alone. A beautiful ebony girl was sitting at her feet. I of course focused completely on my Mistress but I couldn’t help myself looking at her. I knew Mistress was training a slave girl but she always kept her hidden for me and the rest of the world.

But as always with Mistress thinks changes for the good. Mistress caught me watching and gave me a slap, that corrected the situation and Mistress explained that the girl was MC Kalida and that she was her submissive. But that I as a man are beneath all women and that I have to listen to her. if not she is allowed to punish me.

Kalida gave me a big smile and I knew at one point I would be in trouble. But she was all focused on Mistress and they chatted in a mixture of Portuguese and Spanish. I was tired and had to work the next day so I kissed Mistress goodnight and went to bed.

On Friday she came back to the house to get ready for CBW. I knew she was pretty but all dressed and with amazing make-up she was drop death gorgeous. At the club all the boys looked at her, was she a Mistress or a slave, could they talk to her? Mistress enjoyed showing her off and I knew it wasn’t going to be my night. No attention no play from Mistress. I understand she is something new and special.

From a distance I looked Mistress beating her with a paddle. Mistress went for it and Kalida screamed in pain and joy. I was looking with mixed feelings, I really don’t like seeing a girl being beaten not even in a bdsm settings, it just feels wrong. A woman should be worshipped, served not beaten. I looked again at scene and saw the beauty in it, Mistress was having a great time with her slave girl.

I did the only thing I could do and stepped back, gave them the space. I am sure Mistress will play again with me when the time is right.

Next day, Mistress told me to take pictures of Kalida for a new website I have to make for her. That was fun she is an amazing model and the camera loves her. Have a look at the results london black submissive girl

Looks like I have a new sister and as with all siblings it is difficult to share attention, but I know sharing is caring. So welcome to family Kalida, I’ll be a good boy I promise.

Club Black Whip 06-2018

I was honored to be the official photographer of Club Black Whip again. It always is an amazing night a real celebration of female dominance.
A little teaser of the picture the full set is at the CBW site.