Story: It could be real

I haven’t seen Mistress for weeks, she was once again of on her many travels. This time it was a trip around several European cities. I was alone in the house in London, trying not to feel too lonely. Mistress has been very distant to me, not much more then “Good morning boy” and “Good night” wasn’t communicated. Of course she left me in chastity as she always does when she travels.

The next morning after a difficult night struggling with my chastity I woke up with a text from Mistress: “Report this evening at 6pm, bring everything you need to cook for 4 ladies” In the next message was an address in south London. I looked up the address with google street view and it was a big house in a nice neighborhood a little over on hour away by public transport.

I didn’t understand was Mistress there? Did I have to serve another Mistress? I looked at Mistress her tweets and she just posted a picture of her in front of the lake in Zurich. Guess I have to serve another Mistress. I don’t mind, it is a good distraction for me when Mistress is not around and with a bit of luck I get some play time. A good spanking always relaxes my mind during long periods of chastity.

Mistress didn’t gave me any clue what to cook. I was hoping that fish would do it. Of to the market and I got some scallops, tiger prawns as a starter and sea bass for the main. Next to the supermarket for lots of vegetables enough so if one of the ladies is vegan I could deal with it.

At 6pm exactly I ran to the doorbell and waited nervously, nothing happened and I was starting to wonder what to do. Then I could her the sound of high heels approaching quickly the door opened and Kalida was in front of me with a big smile shouting “Ollllaaaaa”. I was so surprised seeing her that I didn’t move or say anything back. She grabbed my hand and dragged me inside. Come she said.

I followed her with my two big shopping bags, up the stairs like an idiot. Kalida as always looked amazing I was wondering who else was in the house. We arrived in an empty bedroom. I could see 2 little piles of male clothes, so I wasn’t the only one here. She said undress and took my shopping bags and she went downstairs. Nothing else I could do then follow her instructions and a few minutes later I was completely naked and left my clouting neatly folded next to the others.

A few minutes later I could her Kalida’s high heels coming up the stairs, I folded my hands in front of my chastity and looked uncomfortable down. She smiled and said relax, I have something for you. In her hands she had my chastity keys. How on earth was that possible? Is Mistress here? Did Mistress sent her the keys? With a quick move she opened the lock and I was free. Why did she release me? Only Mistress releases me, I felt very much out of my comfort zone. I felt Kalida put something else on my cock. It where Kali’s teeth that locks around the shaft but also behind my balls. I could feel the pins digging in my flaccid penis. This will be extreme if I get hard. Kalida laughed and said look Kalida’s teeth.

I followed her back downstairs into the kitchen and she said food in one hour of she went. One hour was just enough to have everything ready and I started as quick as I could. An hour later I was ready and just at that moment Maid Anna and Susie entered the kitchen. I asked if how are they doing, is Mistress here? They looked at me as if I wasn’t there. They each took two plates of the starters and of they go. When they opened the door I think I could hear Mistress laughing or was I just imagining that.

I felt so alone, but started at the main dish, nobody was talking to me so I have no clue of timing. Kalida came in the kitchen went to get a bottle of white wine. I tried to make contact but she also completely ignored me. I was ready to serve but nobody came to collect. I went to listen to the door. I could here people talk loud and having fun. I felt said that I was here alone in the kitchen. Then I could hear doors opening and I quickly went back to my place. They came in with empty dishes and went back with full. Nothing else for me to do so I cleaned the kitchen as good as I could.

Kalida came back in she made the signal for “inspection position” I listened to her and quickly was on my knees. She put a latex hood on me, it was very thick latex. I couldn’t see anything and the latex over my ears muffled all sounds. I could feel that she put cuffs on my writs and ankles the little click sound indicates that everything was locked with padlocks. I felt a sharp tuck on my neck and we where on the move. I couldn’t see a thing and Kalida walked quickly but I managed to keep up with her as good as I could.

We stopped for a second and she pushed me to the floor, before I knew it spread eagle locked with my cuffs. I tested my bounds and no way I could get out of here without help. Then a sharp pain went to though my nipples something was piercing them with enormous force. I tried to get my hands to my nipples but no even a chance to get close. My cock is so used to get hard when Mistress hurts my nipples that even with this extreme pain I was getting hard. The sharp pins of the locked Kali’s teeth where merciless and I was in even more pain.

I was laying there in pain for some time, as suddenly somebody sat on my face and immediately a warm stream hit my mouth. I tried to catch and drink as much as I could. It wasn’t strong it was a bit sweet, I was wondering if this was Mistress or somebody else. In a few minutes it was over and I was alone again. Only for a few minutes and somebody else sat down on me. The way she used me it felt like Mistress also before she left me pulled my nipples and tapped my trapped cock. This went on for hours and I was full, I didn’t knew if the the next would make me puke or that I would pee myself.

I couldn’t hold it anymore and let the pee flow. I knew it was wrong but if felt so good feeling the warmth running over my legs. It felt like I would never stop. Then everything changed even through my hood I could hear somebody shout “What the hell!” A few moment later I was released and dragged to somewhere outside. Before I knew it extremely cold water was running over me. Somebody was hosing me down. It was so cold, I was shaking, begging to stop.

Next I was dragged again to yet another place, something was attached to my cuffs and seconds later I was almost hanging on my cuffs just the tip of my toes could reach the ground. Then the first lash hits me and soon they came from all directions.I could hear the ladies laughing and screaming at me. Even with the hood I could clearly hear Mistress voice. She sounded angry but now I was sure she was there I accepted my faith. I stopped screaming the lashes kept coming and I slowly went into subspace.

After it was all a blur as some moment it stopped and I was just hanging there. The hood was removed and I was alone with Kalida in the some kind of garage. When I saw her I started crying, I need my Mistress now not Kalida. But she was nowhere to be seen. Kalida released me and took me upstairs where she showered me and put me to bed. My body hurts so much, why wasn’t Mistress not with me now? I cried again and felt asleep.

Hours later, I woke up somebody was getting into bed next to me. It was Mistress I grabbed her and started to apologize. She said it was ok, that I took my punishment well, she was proud of me. It was like a heavy load fell of me and I finally relax. Mistress had other plans she whispered in my ear, seeing you in so much pain made me wet all evening. I felt my cock getting hard but the Kali’s teeth dug in and made me scream a little. Mistress said I don’t have the keys, I release you tomorrow, now get to work and she pushed me down. I went to work and was finally completely relaxed and happy again, what an amazing Mistress I have.

6 weeks together with Mistress

Because of our current working situation Mistress and I are never together for long. Only during the holidays we are 3 weeks together. At the beginning of the lockdown, I flew to Mistress with one of the last planes from Eindhoven. Now we are 6 weeks together and it is a great time.

I have to be honest I was a little bit scared to be so long together while I also have to work. Mistress always wants things to be done the moment she asks me something. During the day I am always on video calls and can not attend to my Mistress. It took a while to get used to and she sometimes still interrupts but she respects my work.

As soon as I am done Mistress always have to reassure her authority. Massaging her feet, give me a whipping are record some content for her onlyfans. I have to say it is amazing to serve her like this. I am now typing this with my ass still hurting from her last spanking. Looking at her sitting on the sofa, no fetish clothing but she looks so beautiful. Any second she can click her fingers and my world changes.

The difficult thing is the cumming control, Mistress had me in chastity for some time. But released me last week and just gave me a ruined orgasm. I am so used to not cum for weeks. But now Mistress always looks so amazing this cum control is so difficult. I know better not to beg for it, but if Mistress would allow me I would beg every day for attention, but I know better and wait till Mistress grants me permission.

People always say I am lucky and I am. Not because I am in D/s relation, but that I am in a loving relationship where we both can be express our love and kinks without holding back. Thank you Mistress for being in my life.

Miss Kitty Rei

For the 9 years I have been to Mistress I have seen her daughter growing up from a kid to a teenager and lately to a wonderful powerful woman. On the surface you would say they are completely different personality but in fact they have so many things in common.

They both are strong believers in the the superiority of females. They are both strong minded and don’t take anything from no-one including each other. Miss Kitty Rei is now 19 years old and is start to share her female power on onlyfans.

I am 100% focused on my Mistress and I am happy that she doesn’t share me. But a few days ago we did our first photo shoot with Mistress and Miss Kitty Rei together. Of course I want to share some of the results.

Working from Home

What a strange time we are living in right now. I am working from home the last 2 weeks. One week in Holland and now one week next to my Mistress in London. Working in IT really gives you the freedom to work from everywhere. Even in my current function where I have mostly meetings I can perfectly work from home.

So different is it for Mistress she is normally so busy all to arrange things, meet people have sessions make sure her dungeon is in perfect condition. It all comes to a stop, no more sessions, no more meetings, no more dungeon bookings. Like any independent entrepreneur at the moment these are hard times.

The balance is shifted for everybody that can work from home it are actually financial good times. You don’t spend that much money on shopping but more important you spend less money on entertainment at the end of the month you will have more disposable income over.

So I would encourage to help all you regular independent entrepreneurs in any way you can. From the local restaurant on the corner to your favorite sex worker. Most of them have a financial buffer but these things never last for long. There are so many things you can do, have a you ever been dominated over the phone? Of course you can buy your daily clip. But a better way to support your Mistress is to pre-book a session and pay in full, don’t specify the date it will happen as soon as this crisis is over.

Personally this lockdown with Mistress is heaven for me. Nobody else to play with but me. If you want to see us playing you can follow everything on Mistress her onlyfans.

Vote for Madame Caramel

As a sub and partner I am of course bias as hell. She is the woman that loves and whips me and of course she is the best in my eyes. But let me explain what I have seen over the past 9 years.

I have seen many subs come and go. You have a few categories. First you have the one that just for once want to have a session with the great Madame Caramel. They book a session expresses there kinks and come with an open mind to enjoy. Mistress will deliver a beautiful session that they will remember and treasure for the rest of their lives.

Next you have the fetishist that just wants their kinks to be satisfied. That is not what Mistress does. She doesn’t deliver for money, she is living the lifestyle and always put her own wishes before the boys. These boys normally come and go quickly.

But what I want to talk about are the lifestyle subs. This is the area where Mistress truly excels. Come to her and submit open and freely accepting the training she will give you. You will not only experience what it is to serve in a femdom household in time she will give you the chance to be part of her life. Serving her when she wants, attending to her needs.

I have seen this happen many times and they all have to go, including me, trough the learning phases.

  • Enthusiastic no clue what this is all about, trying and failing to serve Mistress
  • Understanding how difficult it is and thinking that they will never be a good boy
  • Understanding that it needs constant training, accepting that you always have to learn.
  • Accepting your place in Mistress her life as her trained and obedient servant

Mistress is an expert in motivation using your and her kinks to go through all of it. Till you are really hers. Trained to sub that knows exactly how to treat his Mistress.

Mistress is not selfish she could keep her slaves and use them to life the comfortable of a Goddess she is. Instead I have seen her matching many Mistresses and subs giving them the happiness of a female led relationship.

As an example I would like to give you Susie Monday. Susie is longer with Mistress then I am. But I had the honor of seeing many phases of her training. Susie started as TV fetishist looking to be slut in a safe environment. That is exactly what Mistress gave her. She used Susie a lot in her dungeon when a sissy was needed. But that was balanced with strict training in the house. Mistress taught her strict protocol serving her and her friends. Of course chastity training was the basis, being locked gives you focus on Mistress. Susie also went through the phases of submission and it is only recently that she fully accept her purpose in Mistress life that was also the moment she received Mistress collar making her forever hers.

I know many Mistresses and only few can train a man to their full potential. Mistress her collared slave are strong, happy, successful man knowing what they want in life and that is serving a Goddess.

So please vote for Mistress at the UK Fetish Awards for best Mistress, (click on the stars) While you are there also vote for the best Dungeon in London, The Hoxton Dungeon Suite.

One month locked and counting

As always Mistress locks me in chastity when she goes on her travels. Chastity is not a fetish of mine but it makes Mistress happy and seeing Mistress happy is my biggest fetish.

I prefer using my cb6000 because it is the most comfortable during the night for me. But Mistress had told me before that she wanted me locked in the holy trainer. That is the only device I can wear without a problem at security when I fly.

The holy trainer safely in its place but that wasn’t enough for Mistress. She wanted me to go for a run every morning and send her the proof. I don’t like to run but I do whatever Mistress wants.

The first 2 weeks was just fine, I was really busy at work and lots of stuff on my head that the chastity wasn’t that big of a problem. In the 3rd week I was going to see Mistress for a few days. Just knowing that I would soon be with her made me hard most of the day and I was struggling with my chastity.

Being with Mistress and seeing her wearing my keys with pride is such a beautiful feeling. Our trip to Villa Dracone was amazing and enjoyed serving Mistress. I was graving for a good whipping and Mistress told me she was going to test me. At the end we had such a great time with Mistress Dada that Mistress only gave me a very small whipping. But it was enough to relax me.

Unfortunately our trip was only for 2 days and I flew back to Holland and Mistress to London to continue her European tour. Now we are a week later and I am struggling a lot the last few days. I am always semi hard and sleeping is impossible now. I am so tired so horny and Mistress is so far away. Nothing I can do then suffer for my Mistress knowing that she is proud of me.

Club Black Whip 06-2018

I was honored to be the official photographer of Club Black Whip again. It always is an amazing night a real celebration of female dominance.
A little teaser of the picture the full set is at the CBW site.