Talking about Matriarchy with Madame Caramel by Mistress Ezada.
Daily Service
I am now almost 2 months full time with Mistress. I can say we found our balance. That said there was some evolution. At the beginning Mistress was very happy that I was with her and let away with most thinks. The last 2 weeks she slowly is demanding more from me. I of course had a bit of resistance. Of course Mistress put me straight and I am know enjoying her control over me.
I am not a submissive by heart. I am a man of science and like things to be efficient. Being at somebodies beck and call is basically blocking and for me a waste of human resources. I could never do it for somebody else let along it is difficult to grasp that somebody would pay to server.
But I do like to see Mistress happy, when she relaxes and shows her natural dominance I find it so beautiful to see. The ease that she orders me around and uses me only to make her life easier is a form of art. I am a masochist, I would love to see Mistress with a whip in her hand all day. Whipping me for no reason at all. But what really matter is her happiness and in a D/s relationship it is all about her.
When I stop thinking of what I want and allow Mistress take full control, she relaxes and everything flows. When thing flows she actually whips me more often, not to punish me but to satisfy her need to own my body and mind.
Thank you Mistress for teaching me this lesson, I will serve you in this life and next.
6 weeks together with Mistress
Because of our current working situation Mistress and I are never together for long. Only during the holidays we are 3 weeks together. At the beginning of the lockdown, I flew to Mistress with one of the last planes from Eindhoven. Now we are 6 weeks together and it is a great time.
I have to be honest I was a little bit scared to be so long together while I also have to work. Mistress always wants things to be done the moment she asks me something. During the day I am always on video calls and can not attend to my Mistress. It took a while to get used to and she sometimes still interrupts but she respects my work.
As soon as I am done Mistress always have to reassure her authority. Massaging her feet, give me a whipping are record some content for her onlyfans. I have to say it is amazing to serve her like this. I am now typing this with my ass still hurting from her last spanking. Looking at her sitting on the sofa, no fetish clothing but she looks so beautiful. Any second she can click her fingers and my world changes.
The difficult thing is the cumming control, Mistress had me in chastity for some time. But released me last week and just gave me a ruined orgasm. I am so used to not cum for weeks. But now Mistress always looks so amazing this cum control is so difficult. I know better not to beg for it, but if Mistress would allow me I would beg every day for attention, but I know better and wait till Mistress grants me permission.
People always say I am lucky and I am. Not because I am in D/s relation, but that I am in a loving relationship where we both can be express our love and kinks without holding back. Thank you Mistress for being in my life.
Free Onlyfans
Over a month a go Mistress told me to start my own Onlyfans account. Twitter is getting more and more silly about content and we have lots of fun thinks to post. Mistress account is of course special and paid. But mine is free and gives you a little more inside in my point of view.
My account was rejected time after time but last week if was finally able to contact the owner. I explained the intentions of my account and he was more then happy to approve it.
So now I have my very own Onlyfans account, please follow me, it is free!
Miss Kitty Rei
For the 9 years I have been to Mistress I have seen her daughter growing up from a kid to a teenager and lately to a wonderful powerful woman. On the surface you would say they are completely different personality but in fact they have so many things in common.
They both are strong believers in the the superiority of females. They are both strong minded and don’t take anything from no-one including each other. Miss Kitty Rei is now 19 years old and is start to share her female power on onlyfans.
I am 100% focused on my Mistress and I am happy that she doesn’t share me. But a few days ago we did our first photo shoot with Mistress and Miss Kitty Rei together. Of course I want to share some of the results.
My Mistress
We did a little photo just before Mistress went live on her onlyfans
Looking for a website
In the last years many fan platforms saw the light. Most popular at the moment is onlyfans. But that doesn’t work for everybody. Now there is ModelCentro a platform that gives you many option, from paid content, clips to premium social media.
The good thing is that they are adult industry friendly and you get 75% of the takings.
I you are looking to build a fan base and sell content to them this might be a great option.
Just a few examples:
Playtime during lockdown
I love this lockdown with Mistress, lot’s of playtime, nobody to distract Mistress.
Do you want to see us play? Mistress post daily on her onlyfans.
Technocracy
Mistress send me the below link about “The Truth Behind CoronaVirus”. I don’t like conspiracy theories. But the concept of Technocracy is popping up everywhere and it is starting to intrigue me more and more.
I am a liberal and believe in capitalism not the form we now see in the world. But I do believe that if you work hard you should be able to work yourself up. If you have a great idea you should be able work it out in a business.
The current technocracy movement prevents that, small companies don’t get a fair chance anymore and that worries me. This coronavirus will have the biggest impact on the small companies and independent workers.
I asked you in my previous post and I will do it again, create awareness and support your local independent shops. Not to help them, but to secure your own future and that of your children.
Working from Home
What a strange time we are living in right now. I am working from home the last 2 weeks. One week in Holland and now one week next to my Mistress in London. Working in IT really gives you the freedom to work from everywhere. Even in my current function where I have mostly meetings I can perfectly work from home.
So different is it for Mistress she is normally so busy all to arrange things, meet people have sessions make sure her dungeon is in perfect condition. It all comes to a stop, no more sessions, no more meetings, no more dungeon bookings. Like any independent entrepreneur at the moment these are hard times.
The balance is shifted for everybody that can work from home it are actually financial good times. You don’t spend that much money on shopping but more important you spend less money on entertainment at the end of the month you will have more disposable income over.
So I would encourage to help all you regular independent entrepreneurs in any way you can. From the local restaurant on the corner to your favorite sex worker. Most of them have a financial buffer but these things never last for long. There are so many things you can do, have a you ever been dominated over the phone? Of course you can buy your daily clip. But a better way to support your Mistress is to pre-book a session and pay in full, don’t specify the date it will happen as soon as this crisis is over.
Personally this lockdown with Mistress is heaven for me. Nobody else to play with but me. If you want to see us playing you can follow everything on Mistress her onlyfans.